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I kiss you with open eyes,
lips soft and warm and mmm.
Tomorrow is just a replica,
yesterdays fallacies.
And today I love you all the same.
You take my breath away.
Screaming silent in darkness,
all my lies.
You have my attention now to
mouth the words I cant hear.
And when you realize this was all but a dream,
do not be disturbed by the morbidity.
For this reason I live on in denial
ever weary.
Mathematically we are systematically the proper equation.
So long as we keep loving eachother,
scribbling our signatures on this explicit contract,
nodding to the rhythm,
our fraud companionship.
Beating as one
wet ink leaving marks
our counterfeit hearts.
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Peaches and
grass robbins egg kissed, plush.
My youth stands
over the dirt road
between two sap trees.
I am dancing, naked feet on georgia's back
Fire flies float about my Mason jar,
but I never put the cap on.
Not ever.
And it is here that I want to die.
Snapping twine bindings of dew,
through burnt navy grey skies
it emerges victorious.
Powerful beauty in tangerine bliss,
my morning.
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Tick, Tick, Boom.
Slowly coming now.
Sulking murderous soft velvet.
Silently, planned, substantial intention.
It wears black gloves, no fingerprints, cloaked.
Corner of my eye.
Body frozen, pistons seized, turbines choked.
Shadow seeping as ice fleeting swiftly into frozen
I know its there. Its always there. When its not laughing its
Cold empty sockets where my steel sparkles dare not trespass.
They fall along my skin, raising hairs, passing shadows where sunlight is vented.
But now...
Swirling up quickly behind me it wants to taste my sanity, to have a piece of its own
and I cannot let it. Will not let it. It wants me but I shall not concave and I feel sickly
edged. Fuse lit, aim ready, here I go.
One, two, three.
Ashes flutter silently.
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..Harlot.. :icontattered-stars:Tattered-Stars 1 5
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-Dear Moments-
Fuzzy fruit is rather alarming and I am four years old.
The kiwi hides its sweet and gentle flavor beneath a rough beige pelt,
it's small package giving no hint at the lush jade meat within it.
Beatrice, alias Betty Gup, sags at a mere five foot-two inches.
A chestnut wig clings at a seventeen degree angle from a sweet face,
and this small package giving no hint at the awe-inspiring woman within it.
"You peel it here, like this."
Her fingers wrapped about the fruit while she spoke
as though I were entrusted with professional kiwi-eating secrets.
"And then you eat the meat."
She never spoke to me without love on her tongue and I was shocked this ugly
brown fruit was positively green inside.
I took it from her hand and popped it in my mouth, kicking my legs and grinning squirrel-cheeked until my eyes scrunched.
I don't particularly understand the kiwi,
but we shared something sacred in the afternoon
Betty Gup gave my world kiwis, and gave her great grand daughter
a cherished moment.
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Vacant .. Tears
Placed in your hand
I give to you the most precious of my posessions
smooth and polished,
clear as quartz and cool to the touch,
this solid promise of never ending care
was presented to you in trust.
It was yours to keep
in my times of darkness
in my pit of despair
when I locked myself away.
I returned full of hope,
bursting with joy....
as I found the shattered pieces
of the very same promise
beneath my feet.
How can you bear yourself any longer
knowing deception leaks from between
the stitches of your soul?
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Parched cracked me :icontattered-stars:Tattered-Stars 1 0
Everything you know....
Everything you have ever listened to, learned, seen....
None of that matters as much as you think it does.
And that is perhaps the most powerful thing you will ever learn.
The path you think you are given from the first grip of information presented to you
That path, is not at a path at all.
That path in fact is a doorway.
A doorway to a sea.
An ocean wide and amazing.
And when you are finally ready to enter that door way,
You are engulfed in a tidal wave.
The meaning of life is learning to swim. Not just staying afloat and above water, but swimming.
Swimming through that tidal wave as hard as you can just to make it to the other side, still yourself. Nothing about you will
change except the fact that you have survived that tidal wave.
And that is just it. What we perceive to be tremendous and hard, what we perceive to be pleasant and easy, are just waves
of lapping water. The strength of the water does not dictate who you are.
You dictate who you will become by
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Me. Run in fear. :icontattered-stars:Tattered-Stars 1 17 Tattered-stars :icontattered-stars:Tattered-Stars 1 5 Tattered-stars ID :icontattered-stars:Tattered-Stars 0 4
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.Beautiful Desktop. :icontattered-stars:Tattered-Stars 0 1
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HA HA HA :icontattered-stars:Tattered-Stars 1 7
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... Loves the Dude Piston.
United States
Current Residence: UPDATE: Connecticut were... Nothing happens :( Chicago, Illinois-where movies happen and lives dont.
Favourite genre of music: Devour all types of music then vomit. Yes. I would say that's about right.
Favourite photographer: -+-Uelsmann-+-
Favourite style of art: ~+* The art kind *+~
Operating System: 010010010010010010010010101001010010101010101001010101001010010111010010101011101001011
MP3 player of choice: If I could afford one of those, maybe I wouldnt be so bitter and jaded. No wait. I would be.
Shell of choice: You can hear the ocean out of mine :d
Skin of choice: .:+:. HIS .:+:.
Favourite cartoon character: STEWIE -WHAT THE DEUCE??- - VICTORY IS MINE!!- <3
Personal Quote: Do it Or Screw it.
  • Drinking: Dead Fruit Tea
Hello everyone.

Its been a long while and I need to get back in touch with my creativity and... myself. I just wanted to update this so that it doesnt look like the owner of this artspace has moved out and left it life-less. I exist <3

To those of you who have recently discovered and appreciated my work, thank you very much. I plan to have more just as soon as the machine is oiled.


+Married, Wonderfully
+Living in connecticut, Miserably
+Lonely and unhappy with life and surroundings, Desperately

Best of luck and love to you,



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MummysLittleMonster Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2007  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch and the fave :highfive:
shadowed-angel Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2006
Damnit girleh, where are you? I miss your work
CrooshxPhotos Featured By Owner May 27, 2006
wow thanks to much! You are too sweet!

Rockin-Out Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2005
Hey thanx for the watch! much appreciated! :hug:
Tattered-Stars Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2005
You is welcome. Wurd :p
Rockin-Out Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2005
:D :hug:
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